Hidup

Today is 10 of October. 16 more days before my brother celebrates his twentieth. Already celebrated my birthday last month. And what a great birthday it was. Being out of country for a change. Its memories are for my own only.

I really love Angela Aki. I heard her first singing when I was playing Final Fantasy XII. I've fell in love with her music since. But only for XII tho. Then I tried to start listening to her other songs. The recent one I heard was called Life. It is a beautiful song judging from the melody. The message is a bit melancholic but I suppose Life is.

My work performance is pretty dismal. No motivation, no loyalty. Fortunately I have people to help me hold on to it. I do not mean it in an immoral way though. These people help to see my job for what it is, a stepping stone and a brief stop through the journey. And an eye-opener.

On the other hand, my French is still pretty much stuck on greetings. I forgot most of my Latin already. My Japanese is now pretty much limited to how I read kana characters. For once I see that my language passion isn't really going the way I thought it might. I blame it on my current job.

Reaching Out to the Truth is pretty apt for this blog. I apologize for not updating it as much as I wish to. I really think I need a schedule. I'm working on one now. If my attention span isn't so terrible, that is.